The wilderness A wonderland A barren land A barren womb Bones in a tomb An abandoned ground Deep cries in the dark A rabid dog's bark Echoing in a park Trees that make no sound

I climb up the wall, ladder and the hierarchy I grow, blossom and release heavenly aromas But no one picks me or even notices me   I don’t want to be a cornerstone the church builders neglected I don’t want to be a rock on the shore but the sun in the sky But what can I do or say when I’m always rejected?

"For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face; now I know in part, but then I will know fully just as I also have been fully known." 1 Corinthians 13:12 2 Corinthians 3:18 Verse Concepts But we all, with unveiled face, beholding as in a mirror the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from glory to glory, just as from the Lord, the Spirit. 1 Corinthians 13:12 Verse Concepts For now we see in a mirror dimly, but then face to face; now I know in part, but then I will know fully just as I also have been fully known. - See more at: http://bible.knowing-jesus.com/topics/Mirrors#sthash.UU8ZNkH5.dpuf Esther: Jesus told me to see beyond my eyes To see beyond the darkness and Pans' lies But my faith wavers as I ride on waves in the ocean deep I find myself with no hope like walking on an old tightrope "If deep cries unto deep, where is the peace to sleep?" I wonder Water falls and streams down my face for I have nowhere to land my feet, I feel like wheat under Pan's feet and a safe end to this journey... (read more)

Jesus wants me to wake up and be free But I prefer fantasy to reality My reality is suffocating Daydreaming is like breathing I revel in sin insanity And I forsake my humanity

I have fallen for your lies again I believed that you were my best friend Now I see in you I cannot depend With you I will always trample and contend   You blinded me and shamed me because of you, dignity left me You presented yourself as innocent but in you I see there is no good intent I gave you my time and attention all my love and affection but that was not enough for you Your promises of power seemed sweet like honey but they became venom of asps deep within me   Tears build up in my eyes as I complain Deep in my spirit and soul I am slain I have no husband, friend or living child including Cain As you move on to your next victim I sit here frozen due to the pain.

Behind these eyes That mesmerise Lies a tale unheard That is a tale of unheard of events One that will send chills down your spine And perhaps make your blood boil If you have time sit back realax and take a breath Prepare your heart and mind for what you are about to hear

7amawake 8am flawless 820 pullup 9 drink 905 work 1205 break 6 leave 730eat 8tv 9sleep Is it boring livng lone Is it freeing livingalone Do I get to sleep around Do I get tio makemke midngightbooty calls Can I HAVE A PRATY WHENEVERF i WANT   aTNOGHT i TALK TO MYSELF NOT TOUCH YSELF saT THE WEEKEND i GET TO WATCH GIRLFRIENDS CAUSE i DON'THAVE ANY wHENi SLEEPPPPPPP i HUG MY TEDDY BEARS.

Chills that stick to your skin Icicles like daggers deep in your heart Causing fiery love to wax cold producing a heart that hell has frozen over